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Don't get me wrong, it's nice to come back to NOLA, but I miss my hubby and I want to go home. :( It's weird, because every time you come back you feel like you belong in this city less and less. Guess it's just changed and is changing too much. Looks like it will never be the same, but I don't know why I ever expected it to be after Katrina. Would be a lot better if Robert were here, but we're just keeping our fingers crossed for that to happen at Christmas.

Still trying to decide if I should keep pursuing the whole job thing once I get back home or if I should just let it go. I know if I pursue it enough I'll find *something*, but will that something be good enough for me? Probably not at this point. Haven't heard a peep from the places I actually want to work, so I wouldn't be expecting much. And we could use the extra cash, and not having such a huge gap in my resume would be nice, but I'm starting to think maybe Robert's right and I'm just obsessing about it too much and should just let it go. I do want to travel some more this summer, like for Christy's baby shower (yay!) and maybe Atlanta to visit Steph if we can, and I definitely want to be able to come back here for Christmas, so... I know all that stuff's not possible if I have a job. Of course, I can't really afford the plane tickets to Lou & Felicia's wedding unless I *do* get a job. Ah, the irony of life. I just get bored easily. Maybe I should find some more hobbies. Or work on my website, like I've been meaning to do for a couple years now... yeah, that might actually be a good idea... :P Hey, if anyone needs any design or calligraphy work done, drop me a line! :)